Greetings readers ...
I had my own corp at one point called Garden of the Gods. A little over a year ago my corp and alliance went into holding. I took a 5 month break and then I ventured into one of the biggest blocks in the game - CFC. I joined friends who had a corp in Fatal Ascension. I did pvp and FC'd. It was great getting back to my passion and love - the pvp side of things. I absolutely love pvp and to FC. I blame several friends and mentors of mine for this blood lust and thank them at the same time!
I enjoyed running fleets in FA but just didn't seem to be the right fit. So off I moved to Razor. I came to the conclusion that while I love null sec - the freedom and clear cut NBSI policies that sitting on a titan to do nothing or hitting F1 was so far from actual pvp that I needed to get back to pvp'ing.
Eve is vast and a wonderful game to have things where people can do whatever they like. I like the art of skirmishing. I like the tactics of thinking outside the box. Gorilla warefare if you will. You don't get that in big blobs. Everyone is either afraid to engage or waiting to counter blob then their friends blob then it's just TIDI mess. Don't get me wrong, there are some big epic fights that you just have to be there for. I understand defending / taking resources and the structure bash and why it happens. I just feel that null sec has gotten to a stalemate.
Too many people think that they are elite - but can't tackle to save their life. I'm not elite. I don't pretend to be. I strive to be better than my last fight. Lately that hasn't been so great but it is what it is.
So back to my home, my corp. Back to small - medium gang. Who knows maybe I'll reopen my alliance at some point too. Only time will tell.